Pleh

So, I got through Thanksgiving ok I guess. I've kept my mind off of the depressing thoughts for a while now, but now they creep back on me. My mother has Alzheimer's, and is very taxing on me. Seems I'm the only one that is able to deal with it, even though I'm coming to the end of that rope quickly.

Also, no one seems to realize at how hard it is to get a job. Everyones been kind of expecting me to magically go out and get one, even though the economy sucks right now. I'm either too over qualified, or they aren't hiring.

Also, I've given up on my Ex. I tried my hardest to get him to come up, and it seems I'm not that important. Fine, whatever. Seems I am meant to be alone. Now, I could just go out and have random sex, try and meet someone. Last time I tried that, it didn't go so well. So, fuckitall.

Peace.

A heart broken for the last time...

So, I've been trying to get one of my Exs to move back to Reno, because for some strange reason, I still loved him. A lot. He told me that he wanted to try and make us work when he got up here. He told me he still loved me, and wanted to be with me. He told me this over the phone, through texting, and voicemails. I told him I still loved him as well, and that I was going to make us work when he got up here. He told me hes grown up and now he knew what I felt like when he did what he did to me. I guess I was wrong about it all.

Earlier this morning, he posted that he went on a wonderful date last night, with someone who made him so happy for once. He also hopes it goes well. I guess that he couldn't wait for me, for when he moved to Reno. Well, I hope he is happy with this new great person. 

The Me

Well, heres me. I'm an almost 31 year old gay guy, recently developed a small pooge for a stomach!!


On the upside, I'm going to college at Morrison University, part of the Anthem education group. I'm majoring in Computer Sciences, and have the best teacher I've ever had. His name is Dr. Treg Gardner. He just recently got his Ph.D in Computer Sciences, and is one of the best instructors I've seen. I've got a 3.38 GPA in college. :)

So what else should I put in here? Hmm .. I'm single, and live alone. I have a cat and a ferret as well. I love Star Trek, and Star Wars, along with Star Gate SG1, and House. I LOVE HOUSE. He is my hero lol. Well, I'll put more in here as things come up, or whatnot. Byes!