So, I got through Thanksgiving ok I guess. I've kept my mind off of the depressing thoughts for a while now, but now they creep back on me. My mother has Alzheimer's, and is very taxing on me. Seems I'm the only one that is able to deal with it, even though I'm coming to the end of that rope quickly.
Also, no one seems to realize at how hard it is to get a job. Everyones been kind of expecting me to magically go out and get one, even though the economy sucks right now. I'm either too over qualified, or they aren't hiring.
Also, I've given up on my Ex. I tried my hardest to get him to come up, and it seems I'm not that important. Fine, whatever. Seems I am meant to be alone. Now, I could just go out and have random sex, try and meet someone. Last time I tried that, it didn't go so well. So, fuckitall.
Peace.
An Angel
