So here I am...

Yea, its been a while since I've last posted in this thing. The last time I posted was almost nine months ago. Well, here are a couple of updates.

Since I've last posted, my mom has become progressively worse. She knocked on my apartment door a couple weeks ago, and said, I quote: "I thought you were Matthew?" ... I am Matthew. She then stated:
"Please let him know I'm awake." Its beginning to get to that point where she doesn't know her own family, and its become more than just taxing on me. I've had to visit the psychologist a few times. It turns out I have a near Phobia level of fear of dealing with my emotions. Yea, I'm a basket case.

I also don't have a job yet. I'm going nuts, and my funding for my Schooling is about to run out. I have my Associates, and I am working on my Bachelors now. But I need some sort of income. I want to work. I really do. But no one wants to hire. It sucks.