The Most Fun I've had in my Life

This past weekend, on Saturday, I went to my first ever Rennisance Festival. It was the best time I have ever had. The costumes, concerts, shows. There is no words to describe how much fun I had. I could have wandered the place for a LONG time. The face masks, the face paintings, the amount of fun people were having. It was all indescribable. Me, my mate, and my owner all went. We all got fox tails as well. I think I liked this festival more than I would a FurCon. Towards the end of the day, there was Live Action Role Play. Knights, Kings, Lords ... I could seriously live in that time period. I'd have no qualms. Forges made their blades on the spot. REAL blades. Not the fake stuff we see now. I'm talking folded steel Katanas, that when used to cut a steel block, it remains unblemished and sharp. The myriad shops and sights. The sounds, scents. People. It was extremely fun. I loved it so much. Towards the end of the day, I saw a dragon. Man sized, dragon costume, who played the role VERY well. that made up my mind to dress up next year as a black cat named Perem. Black cat mask, black rogues clothing, shoes, and two kukris I will be buying from a blacksmith in the festival. I also saw a live Mime. He was creepy, yet extremely cool looking. He looked fake, like a mannequin. His attire was elegant, and ... everyone there that had dressed up was dressed in such a way, I long for that time period. Like, I would have fit PERFECTLY in it. I would love to learn how to blacksmith. Make my own weapons and armor. I REVELED in it. I've had dreams of living in that era since Saturday. Oh man.....I SO wish I could. I don't belong in this time era. Either way back then, or way in the future. Not now.

So we have moved into the new place. I love it. I Have my basement to myself. Corner, near the window, is my desk. Near the closet is my bed. My keyboard is near the stairs, so when I play people can listen. Yea, there was a three or four rough weeks, but everything is looking good now. I still haven't found a job, but a position at Big 5 is looking promising. I really hope I get it. I like playing games on my computer, but even that gets old sometimes. I wanna earn my money, so I can go to the movies, or buy that gift for someone. Maybe save up to get things I want, instead of asking for them all the time. I want to help with things around the house. I want to be able to say to everyone "Hey, I got it this time. Don't worry." instead of saying "i'm sorry I can't help...I really am."  I'm judged by people who have jobs, who have been at a job for 20 or more years. They haven't lost everything several times over like I have. I'm 32, and should have a lot more stuffs than i do now. No, not materialistic. Just wishing I was a normal 32 year old. They have a house, or their own apartment. They have said space filled with things that mean something to them, sentimental values. Yet, I do not. That is ok though, because at this time in my life, I am more better off than I have ever been. I will be even more better off once I get a job. Finally, I'm getting a break. I'm finally able to Live.