Finally

I will be getting a fur suit. After just a couple months of realizing what exactly it means to be a furry. I've been one all my life I've realized. Pretending to have cat ears and tail. Pouncing. Wanting to be an ewok when I was 4 years old. I will be a Siamese feline.

I was talking to Spike the other day, about his new suit. He made a new fursona. A snow leopard. Playful, spontaneous. I wanted to put my entire check on the down for mine. We kind of argued about it, ectect. Then, he said something that shut me up.

"I was going to put $1,000 down on your suit as your Christmas present, when I did mine, which is why I was pushing for you to get a quote."

Those that know me know how hard it is for me to become speechless. I had nothing to respond with. No retaliation. Not once did I think that he would do this for me. I don't usually become speechless. I kinda teared up, then talked to the person who I have making my suit. we went into some details about what he needed, measurements or duct tape dummies, furs, ectect. I had no idea what to say to him after that. No, I'm not saying this to make anyone jealous. Not my intention at all. Then why am I putting this down? Because I wanted to share that one of my dreams were coming true. Not to say "neener neener I got a fursuit" .. no....Not that. Finally...I can be me in this fur suit.... :) I can't wait.